Yesterday was a pretty big day for me. It seemed like it should have been nothing but it was everything. Yesterday I saw the band He is We because my friend is a roadie for them. I went to downtown with my best friend and we hung out and danced and sang and had an amazing time. The reason it was such a big deal is that for the first time in as long as I can remember, I was happy. The kind of happy that doesn’t have to be thought about, the kind of happy that doesn’t even make its presence known, the kind of happy that you don’t even notice until you think about it later. I don’t remember the last time I have felt happy, really truly happy. I just want to preserve it for as long as I can. I feel like I am clinging to any slivers of happiness that remain of last night because I am afraid I will never feel like that again.
I’m going to see He Is We with my best friend tomorrow and I’m so excited! A friend I never get to see is their roadie so I get to see him too! Which honestly is the best because I only see him once a year! Wooo! This weekend is going to be great<3